She Died a Saint ,She Rose a Demon Queen

My sister and I shared one body, Twin Wolves bound together since birth, fighting over control for as long as I could remember.

The year we came of age, I gave my heart to the Ninth Alpha-blood. She fell for the heir to the Silvercrest Pack.

Our father laid down the rule: whichever girl's beloved claimed the Alpha seat would claim the body for good.

A year later, the heir was crowned Alpha of Silvercrest.

He mated my sister beneath the full moon with a bonding ceremony that drew wolves from every territory, making her his Luna.

And I, as promised, sank into dormancy.

I thought I would never wake again.

Until a night of bitter wind tore through me and I opened my eyes to find myself drenched in blood.

Dana Ironclaw kicked open the doors of the Forsaken Den, his eyes shot through with red.

"Clarissa Thornveil. Lucretia only accidentally lost your pup again, and you curse her with infant spirits haunting her every dream?"

"When did you become this vicious?"

I watched my sister's mate glare at her as though he wanted to tear her apart.

Rage boiled through me.

Dana Ironclaw had no idea. My sweet sister was soft-hearted and kind, the sort of soul who lived to save others.

But me? I was born from malice. The only creed I knew was an eye for an eye.

Pain bored through my body like a drill through bone.

Hot copper surged up my throat.

Dana seized my jaw, his gaze cold and venomous.

"Try your filthy sorcery again, and I'll dig that wretched pup of yours out of the ground and roast it over an open flame!"

"So it never dares be reborn as a wolf!"

My pupils shrank to pinpoints.

The boy my sister once loved, the one who used to frown over a wounded sparrow at the Moonhaven Sanctuary.

Now he stood here saying this to her, words so depraved they defied the Moon Goddess herself?

I locked my fingers around his wrist and snarled through my teeth.

"Dana Ironclaw, when exactly did you become this monstrous? Was that not your own pup?"

Dana went rigid. His breath caught. Something in his scent shifted, that cold iron and damp stone cracking open for half a heartbeat to let through something raw beneath.

I saw something flicker in his eyes.

Only for an instant.

The next second, he slammed me into the ground.

He looked down at me from above, the disgust in his gaze deepening another layer.

"With a mother like you, dying early was a mercy."

"The shaman says Lucretia's nightmares can be cured with the blood from your heart!"

"Since you refuse to confess, don't blame me for being merciless. Guards!"

I stared at Dana through hooded eyes, a strand of his hair still clenched between my fingertips where I'd torn it free.

Guards closed in around me on every side, their wolves pressing forward behind their eyes. The formation was practiced, seamless. This was clearly not the first time.

"Stand down. I'll do it myself." My voice cut through them like a blade.

I rose to my feet and picked up the silver needle.

In full view of every last one of them, I ripped open my sleeping gown without a shred of hesitation.

Dana's expression twisted. He whipped toward the guards and roared, "Close your eyes! All of you!"

I let out a cold, mocking laugh.

He was the one who sent these guards. What exactly was he pretending to protect?

I looked down at my own chest.

There, over the sternum, across the seven spiritual points of the body's wolf-soul center, were seven puncture wounds.

Three to shatter the soul. Seven to strip the spirit.

This was the Soulbreaker Thorn ritual, silver stakes laced with concentrated wolfsbane driven into every chakra point. Designed to scatter a wolf's soul into nothing, to ensure my sister couldn't even linger as a ghost on the wind.

Dana's gaze darkened as it settled on the wounds across my body.

"Clara, Lucretia and I did this for your own good. The Sacred Purification Rite was always meant to cleanse the dark energy inside you."

"You even tried to fake your death to flee the pack, claiming the Rite would kill you, that the pup would die too. And yet here you are, alive and well, and the pup was born safely. Stop being so ungrateful."

The words hit me like a fist closing around my heart. Cold spread through every limb, every vein, all at once.

"You drove Soulbreaker Thorns into Clarissa while she was still carrying her pup?"

When Soulbreaker Thorns pierced flesh, it was like ten thousand silver needles driving in from every direction, then ripping back out, each one laced with wolfsbane that burned through the spirit like acid through silk.

They punctured the soul until it was riddled with holes, until the spirit scattered so completely it could never be pieced together again.

My sister must have burned through the very essence of her wolf soul to shield both the pup and me.

And the pup she'd gambled her life and her soul to save.

Smashed to death against the ground.

I drove the silver needle into my chest without so much as a flicker of expression. Not a trace of pain crossed my face. Only the fury buried deep in my soul.

Perhaps it was this deathly, silent obedience that finally pricked at something guilty inside Dana. His brow furrowed. His expression softened. He was just about to speak.

Then Lucretia Shadowmere appeared, dropping to her knees without preamble, her voice fragile and trembling:

"Alpha, this is all my fault. I failed to protect our sister's pup."

"I've been plagued by nightmares, unable to sleep. This is the punishment I deserve..."

"I only beg that our sister show mercy and stop cursing this poor pup's spirit. Let the little one rest in peace."

A few sentences, and she'd turned every drop of blame onto my sister. The scent of crushed roses rolled off her in waves, thick enough to mask whatever lay beneath.

My gaze went cold. Killing intent churned behind my eyes.

Dana, who had been on the verge of relenting, moved to her side almost instantly, pulling her up and gathering her into his arms.

"Lucretia, why are you kneeling to her again?" His voice was thick with tenderness and edged with anger. "You are the Luna now. She is nothing."

"She's the one steeped in malice. You have no reason to lower yourself. I will see justice done for you."

He bent down and brushed the dust from her knees, his touch gentle, as if handling something infinitely precious.

Then he raised his head and looked at me.

"Guards! Consort Thornveil has forgotten her place. Hold her down and make her kneel before the Luna. She will confess and beg forgiveness!"

I watched the two of them perform their little act, and a cold smile curved slowly across my lips.

"You both truly..."

"Deserve to die."

My sister Clarissa and I were born as Twin Wolves sharing one body.

Even in the womb, whenever our mother felt the slightest discomfort, Clarissa would push me aside and take control. As pups, every time a dark thought stirred in me, she threw herself in the way to stop it.

When I was five, I grew so sick of my father's distant cousin that I spent three consecutive nights creeping toward her with claws half-shifted, intent on tearing out her throat.

The first night, Clarissa threw herself off a wall.

The second night, Clarissa jumped into the well.

The third night, Clarissa drove her own claws into her side.

Arlene Briarvane stared at my bared fangs and collapsed weeping into my father's arms:

"How has your mate raised this pup to be like this?"

My father was beside himself with rage. At Arlene's urging, he summoned the pack shaman.

Aldric Ashgrove declared me a malevolent spirit wolf. He drew up a Soul-Scattering Formation with great ceremony, intending to obliterate my wolf soul entirely.

It was Clarissa who shoved me aside, seized control of the body, and wrapped her own wolf soul around mine so that not a shred of harm touched me.

When I was ten, I tried to have Arlene Briarvane's daughter sold off to a rogue pack.

That daughter was none other than the oh-so-delicate Luna Lucretia Shadowmere standing before me now.

That time, even our mother was shaken.

Terrified our enraged father would beat us to death, she rushed us to Moonhaven Sanctuary.

The sacred moonlight there seared me, keeping me from taking control of the body.

But Clarissa would sneak beyond the wards to call me out, letting me taste the joys of the world beyond.

It was also at that sanctuary that she met Dana, then still a sickly heir with a wolf too weak to shift.

A sudden rogue attack engulfed Moonhaven Sanctuary, turning the sky black with smoke and howling.

Clarissa charged into the chaos and shoved Dana to safety, only to collapse herself, her strength spent, surrounded by feral wolves.

I was pinned down by the sacred light, unable to move an inch. I endured the searing agony in my soul and dragged myself to the threshold.

In the end, it was the cold and ruthless Ninth Alpha-blood, Roy Ironclaw, who pulled me out at the last moment.

Clarissa fell in love with the sickly heir. I fell in love with the Ninth Alpha-blood.

But the two of us could never go on living like that forever.

Our parents made a pact with us. Whichever sister's beloved became the ruling Alpha would be the one to claim the body from that day forward.

Everyone poured everything they had into placing Dana on the Alpha seat.

The Ninth Alpha-blood, Roy, was sent to the Northern Fang Border to guard the territory.

Clarissa mated the wolf she loved, just as she'd always wished.

I believed she would live happily ever after.

But now?

I pulled my collar closed.

"Dana Ironclaw. On your mating night, you knelt three times before the Moon Goddess and the gathered pack. You looked Clarissa in the eye and swore you would trust her, protect her, never doubt her. That you would be hers alone, for the rest of your lives."

"All those vows dripping with devotion. Did you feed every last one of them to the dogs?"

I didn't wait for his answer.

My gaze dropped to the strands of his hair still tangled between my fingers, torn loose only moments ago.

"No matter."

"Every wrong done to her, I will repay in full."

Dana's brow furrowed. "You"

Lucretia wrenched herself free of his arms and threw herself at my feet.

She flashed me a taunting smile, but the words that left her mouth were a tearful wail:

"Sister, whatever grievance you have, take it out on me! Don't hurt the Alpha!"

I was happy to oblige.

Without a heartbeat's hesitation, I swung my hand and slapped her across the face.

Then I hurled the entire bowl of heart's blood over her.

Lucretia screamed.

The blood was still warm. It dripped from the silver pins in her hair, ran down her temples, soaked through the ceremonial Luna robes until the silk clung to her skin.

She raised a hand on instinct and wiped at her face, smearing the blood into a grotesque mask. Beneath the iron stench of it, her own scent leaked through crushed roses layered over something metallic and wrong, like perfume sprayed over blood.

Dana stared at Lucretia, drenched and trembling.

As though she were the one who'd been bled. As though she were the one who'd been hurt.

Every ounce of tenderness in his eyes belonged to her. Every shred of his pity, his bias.

"Clarissa, you've bullied Lucretia since you were pups. And now you use whatever affection I still hold for you to humiliate her again and again!"

"Since you drew heart's blood and still refuse to save her, then I will have every last one of those wretched spawn dug up and ground to dust. Let's see you use them to terrorize Lucretia then!"

"Guards! Exhume the remains of the First Pup, the Second Pup, the Third Pup, the Fourth Pup, and the Fifth Pup. All of them!"

"Burn them in silver flame. Boil them in wolfsbane oil. Then summon the Shaman to lay the foulest curse he knows, so they can never be reborn. Not even as spirits under the Moon Goddess's light!"

A savage pain detonated in my chest.

It wasn't mine. It was my sister's.

I froze.

Was Clarissa's wolf soul still inside this body?

Then why, no matter how many times I called for her, had she never answered?

With every word Dana spoke, the pain deepened, as if something were being ripped apart inside me, slow and alive. Deep beneath my ribs, in the place where a wolf should howl, there was only a raw, shredded silence and then a grief so vast it had no sound at all.

Lucretia sat crumpled in the pooling blood, biting her lip, sobbing as though each breath cost her dearly.

"Alpha, my sister truly despises me beyond all reason!"

"But... but the Shaman himself said those five pups died because of the elder sister's wickedness. That her sins provoked the Moon Goddess's wrath..."

"That's why they were smothered one by one, trampled during the hunt, thrown from the cliffs... I grieve for those poor pups so deeply..."

Dana's chest heaved violently. He erupted.

"Even after you've humiliated her to this degree, Lucretia still weeps for those pups! That is a heart of pure sincerity!"

"And you? All you do is use your own pups as weapons for revenge! You don't deserve to be called their mother!"

Two lines of blood-red tears spilled from my eyes, beyond my control.

Those were my sister's tears, shed for her five murdered pups.

I clenched my fists until the strands of hair bit into the flesh of my fingers.

I laughed. The sound was jagged, ugly.

"Sister Clarissa! Your five pups are barely cold in their graves, and you... you can still laugh?!"

Lucretia's tears flowed without end, her expression the very portrait of unbearable grief.

But I saw it clearly. The triumph glinting in her eyes.

The same look her mother had worn, all those years ago, when the two of them had wielded their fragile, pitiful act to steal Father's affection and driven Mother to weep alone every night.

"I'm laughing," I said, "because you fools don't know what you've done. You woke me up."

I raised my hand and pressed a finger to my own chest.

"Dana Ironclaw. Do you know what a Soulbreaker Thorn is?"

"It is silver laced with concentrated wolfsbane, driven into the seven chakra points of a wolf's spiritual body, designed to pin a living soul apart scattering all three spiritual essences and all seven mortal forms until nothing remains."

"I was trying to save you, and you threw it back in my face!" Dana's eyes were full of bitter disappointment. His scent had turned acrid, the cold iron sharpening into something unbearable. "That ritual was meant to purge the darkness festering inside your wolf. And it didn't do a damn thing!"

"From the day Lucretia entered this pack, when have you ever known your place? You slipped her fertility-killing wolfsbane and smeared her name with accusations of rutting with lesser wolves. You pushed her into the river during the Blood Moon Run and caused her to lose the pup!"

"All I did was give her your pups as compensation, and you threw a fit, cut your own hair, and threatened to end your life!"

Lucretia delicately wiped the blood from her face, her voice catching in a pitiful sob as she added:

"The Alpha was merciful, all things considered. He still granted you the title of First Consort, for old bond's sake."

"But you only behaved yourself for a moon cycle. The moment the Fifth Pup was born, you threatened the Alpha with your life again!"

She dabbed at the corners of her eyes, her tone laced with indignation on Dana's behalf:

"The Alpha was so shaken those days he could barely function. He even canceled the pack council sessions for three days straight. And in the end, it was nothing but a ploy to monopolize his devotion!"

Malice churned behind my eyes. I let out a cold scoff.

"Clarissa was pure-hearted to her core. She would never stoop to something so vile. Every word of it is slander."

"But from this day forward, every last thing you've accused her of, I will make you experience firsthand. Then you'll learn what true cruelty looks like."

The moment the words left my mouth, the attendant beside me dropped to her knees with a heavy thud.

She pressed her forehead to the ground, baring the back of her neck in full submission, her voice trembling as though she could barely contain her fear:

"Alpha, Luna, this servant has something urgent to report..."

"The Consort... she has harbored a grudge against the Luna for the Fifth Pup's death. In secret, she has been practicing dark wolf sorcery..."

With shaking hands, she pulled a Hex Doll from the folds of her robes. It reeked of wolfsbane and rotting marrow, stitched together with strands of fur.

I recognized this attendant.

She had been eight years old, selling herself into pack servitude to pay for her father's burial rites.

It was my sister's kindness that saved her, kept her close, and sheltered her all these years.

Dana stared at the Hex Doll, then turned his gaze to the attendant kneeling in testimony.

"This is the very servant you rescued. Now even she has come forward to testify against you. Do you still intend to deny it?"

His eyes were bloodshot, and the way he looked at me held nothing but bone-deep revulsion and disappointment. The scent of cold iron and damp stone rolling off him had sharpened into something acrid, something that stung the inside of my nose.

"Lucretia told me you bullied her and her mother when you were pups. I didn't believe it."

"But now the proof is undeniable. Every shred of your kindness was a lie!"

My chest seized without warning, a dense, blunt pain splitting open across it.

A mouthful of blood surged up and sprayed out, spattering across Dana's face, already twisted with shock and fury.

I watched the terror flare in his eyes.

I wiped the blood from the corner of my lips.

This was the last protective ward my sister had left inside this body. A final pulse of her Moon-blessed gift, woven into the marrow before her wolf soul was shattered.

Not to shield herself. To shield everyone else.

She had thought of every single person except herself.

Between my fingertips, the strand of hair stained with blood burned white-hot.

Every ounce of pain my sister endured.

I would make them feel it all over again, from beginning to end.

Dana's mouth opened and closed. His throat bobbed.

A nameless, bone-piercing chill crawled up through his chest.

Right on cue, Lucretia dissolved into whimpering sobs:

"Alpha, why is she staring at us like that... that cold, hollow look... The dark energy is rising in her again!"

Dana lifted his gaze and went rigid.

Tears of blood streaked down my face. My eyes blazed red, and a spectral chill clung to me like mist, flickering at the edges of perception. Deep inside me, my wolf stirred in a way that had nothing to do with instinct and everything to do with something far older. The scent of nightshade and cold ash thickened in the chamber until even the torchlight seemed to dim.

He seized Lucretia by the arm and staggered back several steps, his voice tearing out of him in a ragged shout:

"Guards! Now! Summon the Shaman!"

I closed my eyes.

My lips moved soundlessly, shaping the syllables of an incantation.

This was a curse I had mastered when I was still a shadow wolf, drifting through the dark places between consciousness and oblivion.

Within moments, Shaman Aldric Ashgrove came rushing in.

He thrust his Peachwood Blade and silver-etched ward-stones out before him like a shield, his face white with terror. The dried sage and old incense that usually clung to him was swallowed whole by something sour underneath, the unmistakable reek of a wolf drowning in fear.

"Alpha, the instant I set foot in the Forsaken Den, I sensed an overwhelming wave of resentment!"

"But fear not! The fury is contained within the Consort's body."

"We need only stake her limbs to a peachwood pyre with century-old peachwood stakes laced with silver, then set the pyre ablaze. That will purify her!"

He meant to burn me alive.

I stared at Dana without blinking.

He was silent for a moment.

Then, at last, he gave a heavy nod and murmured his instructions:

"...Perform the rite quickly. Don't let the fire truly harm her body. Just purge the evil spirit."

They brought in peachwood logs laced with silver shavings, each piece as thick as a man's fist, the wood still weeping sap that smelled of old ritual and burning.

I didn't resist. I let them bind me to the stake.

The instant my skin touched the wood, my soul felt as though it had been pressed against a white-hot brand. The silver threaded through the grain sang against my wolf like a thousand tiny blades, and somewhere deep in my chest, the shadow wolf went utterly, terrifyingly still.

Four peachwood stakes tipped with silver, each the size of a bowl, were laid out right before Dana's eyes.

I gave him one last chance.

I looked at him, long and deep. "Dana. After all these years of love."

"Is this how little you trust Clarissa? If she hadn't risked her life to save yours, you would have died at Moonhaven Sanctuary."

"If she hadn't fallen in love with you, you never would have claimed the Alpha seat."

Dana's breath hitched, but his gaze held firm. No hesitation. His wolf's aura didn't so much as waver. The cold iron and damp stone of his scent remained steady, unmoved, as though the words meant nothing at all.

"Clara, once the exorcism is finished, you'll go back to the way you were..."

"We can live like we used to. I'll give you another pup..."

The hammer fell.

Dana's entire body seized with a violent tremor.

He wrenched his head away, as though he couldn't bear to watch.

I didn't make a single sound. I just smiled.

But this time, something inside me died completely.

Not even a flicker of heartache rose to the surface.

For the first time, my composure cracked.

Sister...

Has your wolf soul truly scattered to nothing, or are you still trapped somewhere inside this body?

How is it that neither Dana's love nor the threat to my very life stirs even the faintest response from you?

With every blow of the hammer,

the crease between Dana's brows deepened.

The red veins in his eyes spread another layer thicker.

The remaining peachwood piled around me had already been doused in lamp oil, its spiritual energy destroyed.

The flames roared to life.

I saw the panic flooding Dana's eyes. "Stop! Stop this at once!"

But Lucretia glided forward, her voice a gentle blade dipped in poison:

"Alpha, look at all that black smoke. That is the dark energy leaving her body."

"Once Shaman Aldric has cleansed it all, we should send her to Moonhaven Sanctuary for spiritual retreat and purification. That is the only lasting solution."

"I fear that one day, the one she harms won't be someone else. It will be you, Alpha..."

One sentence, and it struck the deepest fear buried in Dana's heart.

His outstretched hand froze in midair.

Conflict warred across his face, but in the end, he said nothing more.

Black smoke rolled into my throat, choking and thick.

Tongues of fire licked across my skin.

Dana could no longer see my body through the blaze.

Then.

Every ounce of agony that should have seared my flesh,

every last shred of it, rebounded.

Dana collapsed to the ground, convulsing, a scream ripping from his lungs as though his very organs were being torn apart. His Alpha aura shattered outward in wild, uncontrolled pulses that sent every wolf in the courtyard staggering, clutching their skulls.

"Put it out! Put out this fire!!"

"NOW!!"

At the same moment, Lucretia went rigid, as if something unspeakable had locked its gaze onto her. The manufactured sweetness of her scent curdled, and the bitter almond beneath it flooded the air raw and unmasked.

She twisted around, her voice cracking with raw terror:

"A ghost!! There are actually spirits in this world!!"