My name is Andrea Newman. At my engagement party, my cousin Liliana Grant pretended to be drunk, secretly took an aphrodisiac, and tearfully begged me to lend her my fianc Chandler Lakin for one night.
I found Archer Martin for her, who had always been devoted to her.
When Liliana woke up and discovered it wasn't Chandler in bed with her, she killed herself in shame and rage.
Chandler didn't blame me for this and continued to treat me as before.
I always felt guilty about Liliana, and after her death, I took care of her family with great devotion.
However, on our wedding day, Chandler had me poisoned and thrown to beggars to be violated. Liliana suffered this same pain at Christmas, so use your vile body to atone for her.
I was tortured to death on my wedding night, dying along with my unborn child.
When I opened my eyes again, I had returned to that night when Liliana cried and begged me to give her Chandler.
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At the engagement party, Liliana pretended to be drunk, took an aphrodisiac, and tearfully pleaded with me: Andrea, please let Chandler save me, won't you?
She cried while tugging at my evening gown: Andrea, I just need to borrow Chandler for one night. Please help me out, won't you?
I looked down at Liliana sobbing at my feet and sighed softly: Liliana, Chandler and I are already engaged. If you do this, how will you ever get married in the future?
Chandler also frowned and scolded her: I'm your sister's husband. Your behavior is truly disgusting!
With that, he kicked Liliana away and pulled me along as he turned to leave.
Looking at Liliana struggling in pain on the ground, I ultimately softened.
I called Archer, who had always admired her.
Liliana and Archer were already betrothed, and Archer was an upright man who would never spread word of this incident.
Having him help was the most appropriate choice under the circumstances.
However, when she woke up and found Archer beside her, she broke down crying on the spot.
She pointed at me and cursed that I had ruined her life, then resolutely killed herself.
This incident became a shadow I could never shake from my heart. I always believed I was the one who caused her death.
After she died, I devoted myself to caring for her family.
Chandler was considerate of my efforts and often accompanied me to look after them.
But on my wedding night, he actually brought several beggars to violate me to death.
I desperately begged him to spare me, but he looked at me with disgust: If it weren't for you, I could have been with Liliana long ago. This is all your fault!
Liliana suffered this same pain at Christmas. She's dead, so use your life to atone for her.
It turned out that before getting engaged to me, he had already been having an affair with Liliana.
I learned from Liliana's diary that she gave him that she was his first love.
But he didn't know that the diary recorded everything about me, bit by bit.
Liliana had been jealous of my background since childhood and imitated me almost obsessively.
From clothing style to speech and mannerisms, she even copied my diary entries word for word.
She thought that by imitating everything about me, she could take my place.
In my previous life, I repeatedly gave in because she was my cousin, and ultimately lost my life.
In this life, I decided to fulfill their wishes, because I had more important things to do.
When the familiar plot unfolded again, I left early under the pretense of changing my dress, leaving the stage entirely to Liliana.
Sure enough, just like in my previous life, she pretended to be drunk and accidentally took an aphrodisiac.
Then she pushed Archer away and searched everywhere for Chandler and me.
Unable to find me, she could only kneel on the ground and beg Chandler: Please save me, won't you?