No Longer the Pushover, I Went Viral After the Divorce

In three years of marriage, Dick Barnes gave me twenty-seven pieces of expensive jewelry.

Everyone outside said Mrs. Barnes was spoiled beyond measure.

But on the night of our anniversary, he was trending online at another woman's side.

The sapphire brooch that passed only to the daughters-in-law of the Barnes family was pinned right over that woman's heart.

I called him. All I got was one irritated warning.

"Monica Sawyer's brand relaunch needs a strong showing. Be reasonable about this."

I looked at the food gone cold on the table, and just like that, I became reasonable.

A man you can't warm up is like a heavy, ugly stone you're forced to wear. What use did I have for him?

That same night I took off my wedding ring, and along with the twenty-seven pieces and a divorce agreement that left me with nothing, I stacked them all into a box in the living room.

Whoever wanted to be Mrs. Barnes could have the title.

I was going back to the university to be Professor Coleman again.

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Dick only found the box the next day.

By then I was already sitting in the university's HR office, signing my contract.

My phone buzzed a dozen times.

I didn't answer.

Once the paperwork was done, Dick's assistant was waiting at the foot of the administration building, holding out a phone.

"Ma'am, Mr. Barnes wants you to come back now."

I took the call. On the other end, his voice was low.

"Amy Coleman, one piece of jewelry is missing."

I flipped open the list I'd left behind.

"Impossible."

"My mother's wedding gift to you isn't in the box."

"The jade bangle?"

"Yes."

"It broke three years ago."

Two seconds of silence, thick with disbelief.

"How did it break?"

Holding my faculty offer, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

The first year we were married, I ran a high fever. Coming out of the bathroom, everything went black and I hit the floor.

I called Dick three times.

The third call went through. Monica was crying beside him.

Dick was with her, filing a police report.

He couldn't have been more annoyed.

"Find the housekeeper."

The shards dug into my palm.

The housekeeper took me to the hospital for seven stitches.

Afterward I gave the broken bangle to the family estate. His mother thought it was bad luck and had someone throw it out.

I got home that night with my hand still wrapped in gauze.

He saw it, and all he did was demand why I'd let a servant into his study.

I explained.

He didn't listen.

Three years on, he didn't even know how that scar got there.

I watched the road ahead.

"The divorce agreement spells it out clearly. Twenty-seven pieces of jewelry, twenty-six intact, one broken. I've already wired the appraised value to your mother's account."

His breathing turned heavy.

"You had to pull this on our anniversary?"

I was strangely calm.

"The anniversary already passed. Last night was the first time you ever remembered to come home."

He paused a few seconds, then softened his tone.

"I'll come back for my things. The brooch was just lent to Monica for one night. Her brand is relaunching. She needed a piece with enough presence to carry the room."

"So I gave it all back to you. From now on, whatever she wants to wear, she doesn't have to go through me."

That got a rise out of him.

"She and I aren't the kind of relationship you think."

I'd heard that line too many times.

Monica had a stomachache, so he stayed with her all night. Not that kind of relationship. Monica was scared of thunder, so he stayed at her apartment until dawn. Not that kind of relationship. Both families were paying respects to the ancestors, and he left me stranded halfway to turn back for her call. Also not that kind of relationship.

I never caught them kissing. Never saw them in bed.

And so Dick was convinced he'd done nothing wrong at all.

But my marriage didn't die on a bed.

It died in the chair across the dinner table that was always empty.

It died in every minute I spent talking while he looked down to answer Monica's messages.

"Whatever the two of you are, it's got nothing to do with me anymore."

A cold laugh came through the phone.

"I've read the agreement. Our two families still have four years left on the partnership. You divorce now, can the Coleman family afford the penalty?"

I snapped a photo of my statement forfeiting the family dividends and sent it to him.

"They can. What little is in my name is enough to cover the Coleman shortfall. Beyond that, I don't want a share of your premarital assets, I don't want the Barnes house, and I don't want compensation."

The other end went silent.

He had always assumed I couldn't walk away from this marriage.

Three years ago, the Coleman family business ran into trouble, and the Barnes family put up the money to cover the shortfall.

When I got married, I had just earned a tenure-track faculty slot at the university.

I loved Dick Barnes.

My father asked if I was willing, and I only hesitated one night.

I thought that once we were married, he would come to treat me as family sooner or later.

Three years taught me one thing instead.

Some doors don't open just because you keep knocking.

The person inside only resents the noise.

"Where are you?"

"At the university."

"Doing what?"

"Teaching."

His tone was sharp.

"You haven't touched your field in three years. What could you possibly teach now?"

My fingertips tightened.

Dick always knew exactly which words cut the deepest.

Before we married, I studied the history of women's jewelry, and my faculty appointment had already come through.

For the marriage, I gave up the slot and moved into the Barnes house.

For three years, I never stopped reading.

He never once set foot in my study.

"What I teach is up to the university. Mr. Barnes needn't trouble himself."

The HR officer called my name.

I hung up and pushed the door open.

Before I went in, I set Dick's notifications to Do Not Disturb.

At four in the afternoon, I got the keys to the faculty apartment.

At seven that evening, the movers delivered the last box of books.

At nine, Dick sent a photo.

The empty walk-in closet, with only twenty-seven white cards left behind.

When are you coming back?

I replied with four words.

See you at the divorce.

My first day back at the lectern, the lecture hall was packed.

Not everyone was there for the lecture.

The Barnes family had just funded the university's jewelry exhibition, and Monica Sawyer was in charge of it.

I was the Mrs. Barnes the whole campus knew about.

Someone recognized me, and the murmuring started in the back rows.

"Is she the consultant Ms. Sawyer mentioned?"

"I thought she only supplied the pieces?"

"Does she actually know the subject?"

My hand paused on the presenter remote.

When I left three years ago, I had passed every faculty evaluation.

Coming back three years later, all anyone knew was that I had married well.

And of course the screen went black right then.

A few laughs broke out around the room.

I pressed the switch twice. Nothing.

There was a soft knock at the door.

"Professor Coleman, excuse me."

The man wore a pale gray shirt and carried an old toolbox.

He swapped out a cable.

The screen lit up again.

Someone in the crowd of students piped up.

"Professor Vance, does saving the day count toward our participation grade?"

Miles Vance lifted his eyes and swept them over the room.

"This is Professor Coleman's class today. If you want the grade, shut your mouth first."

The room went silent at once.

He didn't stay to listen, and he didn't introduce me.

He just handed the lectern over.

I opened the first slide.

The title read The Returned Jewels.

"When a piece of jewelry is given to a woman, people love to talk about blessings. But when the woman gives it back, the record usually keeps only four words: not in keeping with the rules."

Looking out at the room, I cut to the point.

"Today's lecture is about the part the rules never wrote down."

Ninety minutes later, the bell had rung twice and students still had their hands up.

The last question came from the boy who'd laughed the loudest earlier.

"Professor Coleman, if the piece is really expensive, isn't giving it back a big loss?"

I met his eyes.

"That depends on what it costs to keep it. Some things are so expensive that they make you forget you can walk away empty-handed too."

The room stilled for a moment.

Then the applause started.

I carried my laptop out, and Miles Vance was standing at the end of the corridor.

He was the youngest professor in the History Department.

I had only ever seen his name in papers before.

He held out a sheet of paper.

"Equipment repair request. That cable won't last more than a few days. Sign it, and I'll have the department install a new one."

He didn't praise the lecture, and he didn't ask about my marriage.

If anything, that put me at ease.

"Thank you, Professor Vance."

He took a cookie out of his pocket.

"No thanks needed. Rule one of teaching: don't pass out from hunger in front of your students."

I couldn't help laughing.

He added at once,

"Every new teacher gets one."

"So what flavor did the last new teacher get?"

Miles paused for two seconds.

"He didn't pass out from hunger, so I didn't give him one."

I laughed harder.

It was the first time in three years I had laughed out loud.

Rounding the stairs, I ran straight into Dick Barnes.

Monica Sawyer stood beside him.

The sapphire brooch was pinned to her chest.

Dick's gaze moved from my face to the cookie Miles had given me, and his brow lowered.

"You don't pick up your phone, and this is what you're doing? Standing here laughing with some man?"

Miles didn't answer him. He only looked at me.

Waiting for me to decide whether to send him off.

I nodded.

"Professor Vance, I can handle this."

"All right. Call security if you need to."

Dick's face went black in an instant.

He waited until Miles was well away, then fixed his eyes on me.

"Since when does some teacher get to meddle in things between a husband and wife?"

I looked straight into his eyes.

"He didn't meddle. What I want to know is why you're in my academic building."

Monica slipped her arm through Dick's.

"Dick came with me to see the exhibition hall. Amy, don't misunderstand about the brooch. Once the event is over, I'll return it to you."

"You don't need to return it to me."

She paused, thrown.

I looked at Dick.

"Everything's already gone back to the Barnes family. Whoever you give it to, whoever you lend it to, none of that is any of my business anymore."

Dick pressed his lips together.

"Don't take it out on Monica."

"I only said whose things they are."

His voice was full of disappointment.

"You were never this petty before."

Before, whenever Monica was the least bit uncomfortable, I was the one who was supposed to give way.

Give up the restaurant, give up the seat, give up the anniversary, give up whatever line a wife was entitled to hold.

Now I don't give way, and he says I've changed.

Monica spoke up to smooth things over.

"It's all my fault. Amy just came back to work, she's probably a little on edge. This is perfect, actually. Come to the meeting this afternoon too. You used to study this field, you could help me look things over."

I meant to refuse.

But the pamphlet she held out fell open in front of me.

The first page carried a line in bold.

"The Silent Wearers: A Record of Women Returning Their Jewelry."

My blood went cold in an instant.

That was the title of the paper I'd never published, four years ago.

The people from the university, the Barnes family, and three museums sat in the conference room.

Monica had placed me at the very back.

She stood in front of the screen.

"Past jewelry exhibitions have all been about what women received. This time, I want to talk about why women gave it back."

The examples she put up, their categories and their order, all came from my paper.

Even a date I'd once gotten wrong was there.

Four years ago, I'd recorded the date on a silver school badge incorrectly.

Later someone sent me a photo of the back and pointed out the mistake.

I'd fixed it in the final version, but the old draft stayed on the hard drive at the marital home.

What Monica had put up was exactly that old draft.

When she finished, I raised my hand.

"Director Sawyer, where did the material for the third section come from?"

Her smile didn't change.

"The Barnes family's archives, and my own notes."

"Then why do your notes contain a mistake only I ever made?"

The room went quiet.

Dick looked at me.

"We're here to talk about the exhibition today, not your private affairs."

I connected my laptop to the screen.

"This is the exhibition's problem."

An email from four years ago came up on the screen.

The send time, the file name, the revision history, all of it plain to see.

I opened both the new and old versions and circled that one wrong date.

"The order of examples Director Sawyer used is identical to my old draft. This is taking what's mine."

The museum people started to murmur.

Monica turned to Dick.

"Dick, I didn't know this was Amy's file. When the assistant handed it to me, he only said it was old material."

Dick frowned.

"Which assistant?"

"Roy."

He denied it at once.

"Impossible. The hard drive in the study was never given to the collections department."

At those words, the last shred of hope inside me went out.

"So you know the hard drive is in the study."

"Of course I know."

"Last Novemberdid Monica go there?"

Dick froze.

Last November, he told me Monica was borrowing the marital home for an interview.

That day I was at the hospital, looking after his mother.

When I got home, things in the study had been moved.

I asked the building staff. Dick gave me exactly one line.

Monica used it for one afternoon. Don't make a thing out of it.

Now he finally spoke.

She only took photos in there. I never let her touch your hard drive.

You let her into my study.

Amy, I didn't know.

You never know.

My voice went cold.

You didn't know why the bangle shattered, didn't know why I left, didn't know what your precious first love walked off with. But every time something goes wrong, the first thing you think is that I'm the one stirring up trouble.

Dick clenched his jaw.

Monica's eyes filled with tears.

I can pull this section, and I can thank you publicly. But the exhibition has been in the works for six months. Shut it all down now, and the school and the Barnes family both lose money. Amy, you're a teacher here too. Are you really going to destroy everyone's hard work over one name?

Stealing my work, and somehow it's turned into everyone's hard work.

Dick tried to talk me down.

Let the exhibition open first. After that I'll compensate you, and I'll have the organizers add your name.

I suddenly thought of the day after our wedding.

Reporters had cornered us outside the hotel.

Someone asked him why he'd gone to the airport to pick up Monica on his wedding night.

He said, right into the camera, that his wife was understanding and wouldn't mind.

I stood beside him and could only smile.

Three years on, he still wanted to use my name to save someone else's face.

I won't accept any compensation.

I stood up.

Within forty-eight hours, the project team discloses where its material came from and pulls the content that's in question. Otherwise I file a formal complaint under my real name, and I sue the Barnes family and Monica at the same time.

Monica's tears spilled over.

Dick pressed his hands flat on the table.

Amy!

You can shout all you like. It won't turn my old draft into hers.

I picked up my papers and walked out of the meeting room.

As my hand touched the door, Dick's voice came from behind me.

If you walk out that door today, there's no going back for us.

I looked back and smiled.

The day the divorce papers reached your hands, I already left myself no way back.

Outside, Miles was talking with the dean.

When he saw me, he held out an access card for the archives.

The old footage has been found. The administrator says you have to go get it yourself.

I took the card.

How did you know I'd need it?

Your hiring file has a list of your papers. I only checked the school's public records. Whether you use it is up to you.

In three years, this was the first time someone had helped me without deciding for me while they were at it.

My voice was firm.

I'll use it.

Then go get it.

Miles held the elevator door.

Professor Coleman, this fight is yours to win.