Seven Years of Omerta"
When I lost my baby in a car wreck, Dominic just happened to be driving by with his personal aide in the passenger seat.
He saw my white dress soaked in blood, shielded Penelope's curious eyes with his hand, and coldly muttered, Bad luck. Don't look. Then he sped off.
That same night, while I was in the bedroom of the townhouse on Sloane territory, I found a lace bra stuffed in the corner of our closet. A bra that definitely wasn't mine.
I stood there for a long time. The house was quiet the way houses in this world are always quiet. Not peaceful. Monitored. Two soldiers stationed at the front door, another in the car idling at the curb. The low hum of a surveillance feed running somewhere behind the walls. I had lived inside this silence for seven years, and I had mistaken it for safety.
Closing the closet door, I calmly dialed a number. "Salvatore, I've made up my mind. I can leave the city next week and start handling the books for your operation."
"That's wonderful news, Olivia! We're excited to have you with us!" he replied, and I could hear the satisfaction beneath the warmth. A man like Salvatore Mancini didn't get excited. He got strategic. Recruiting the woman who had managed every laundered dollar flowing through the Sloane syndicate for the better part of a decade was the quietest act of war anyone had ever committed against Dominic.
I knew what I was doing. I knew what it meant.
The second the call ended, Dominic walked out of the bathroom. His hair was damp, and beads of water still clung to his skin. The silver lighter sat on the edge of the sink where he'd left it. Penny's lighter. He carried it everywhere, never lit a thing with it.
He used to take five minutes in the shower. Lately, he'd been spending at least half an hour, always with his phone in hand.
"Who were you talking to?" he asked, not even looking up from his screen.
"I was on the phone with Salvatore Mancini," I replied honestly.
The name should have stopped him cold. Mancini. The family that had been locked in a cold war with the Sloanes for a decade. The name alone, spoken inside this house, should have made the soldiers downstairs shift on their feet.
"Ah," he said, barely paying attention. As usual, he wasn't really listening.
And for the first time, I didn't get mad or make a fuss. I just started drafting my formal severance of allegiance on my phone. The language was careful, clinical. In this world, you didn't simply leave. You documented your departure in terms that couldn't be mistaken for betrayal, even when betrayal was exactly what it was.
When he reached for his water glass, likely expecting the chamomile I used to prepare for him every night, he paused, noticing it wasn't there.
Finally, he spared me a glance.
"I showed your CT scan to a specialist. He said it was just a minor injury, nothing serious. Just keep the wound dry."
"Alright," I said without looking up, still typing.
This afternoon, I'd had eight stitches in my leg from the wreck. Worse still, I had just found out I was four weeks pregnant and already showing signs of miscarriage.
The doctor had apologized, saying that if I had been brought to the hospital sooner, the baby might have been saved.
If I had been brought sooner. If the Don of the Sloane family had stopped his car instead of shielding his aide's eyes from the sight of me bleeding on the pavement. If he had carried me to the back seat the way he carried Penelope's shopping bags and dry-cleaning and whatever else she needed ferried from place to place. If he had done any single thing differently.
But he hadn't. And the baby was gone.
Seeing the blank expression on my face, Dominic frowned and started walking over to check what I was doing.
But just then, his phone buzzed.
His lips curved into a smile, and without a second thought, he turned and disappeared into his study. The door closed with the soft, definitive click of a man entering the only room in the house where he actually wanted to be.
Once he was out of sight, I opened up my private account and scrolled through his feed. Sure enough, there was a new post, visible to everyone but me. He had blocked me from seeing it. The Don of one of the most powerful syndicates on the Eastern Seaboard, and he was hiding social media posts from the woman who shared his bed like a teenager with a secret.
It was an apology letter.
I shouldn't have let the cutest aide in the world down. Promised her dinner after the sit-down, but business got in the way, and I made her wait a whole ten minutes. Totally my fault. I'll do better from now on, be a good boss.
I liked the post. Let him see that. Let him wonder how I found it and what I thought and whether he should come out of his study and say something. Let the wondering sit in his chest the way seven years of silence had sat in mine.
In the same breath, I received a notification from Salvatore: the arrangement, laid out in terms that any family lawyer would recognize. My skills, my knowledge, my loyalty, transferred to the Mancini operation in exchange for protection, compensation, and a life that didn't require me to bleed on a sidewalk while the man I loved drove past.
I clicked the link and signed without hesitation.
My thumb pressed against the inside of my ring finger. The bare skin where a ring had never been. Seven years, and he had never once offered. I pulled my hand away and set the phone down.
The next morning, Dominic woke up early and brought back bagels and pastries from a well-known bakery in Midtown. The kind of place where made men took their families on Sunday mornings, where the owner knew which orders went to which houses and never asked questions.
Just as I was about to open the bag with chocolate croissants, he slapped my hand away.
"You like peanut butter bagels, right? I got one just for you."
I froze for a second before realizing. The chocolate croissants weren't for me. They were for his aide. For Penelope Vitale.
I couldn't hold back anymore. "We've been together for seven years, and you still don't know I'm allergic to peanuts?"
His expression darkened, and he stood abruptly, snapping, "Stop making a fuss. Eat or don't. I don't care."
The Don's voice. The one that ended conversations in sit-downs, that made capos twice his age look at the floor. He used it on me the way he used it on everyone. As if I were just another person in the room who needed to stop talking.
As he prepared to leave, I walked into the bedroom and came back with a bag.
"When you see Penelope later, do me a favor and return this to her."
His brows knitted together before taking the bag. When he looked inside and saw the lace bra, a look of surprise flashed in his eyes. He opened his mouth like he was about to explain something, but when he saw my calm, indifferent face, he only said, "I'll tell her to stop being so careless."
"Yeah," I replied with a quiet tone.
The lighter was in his hand now. I hadn't seen him pick it up, but there it was, rolling between his thumb and forefinger in that slow, absent rhythm. Penny's lighter. The dead sister's keepsake, turning and turning while he stood in our kitchen holding another woman's underwear and deciding how little he needed to say.
Sensing my low mood, Dominic offered, "I can give you a ride to work today."
Seven years together, and not once had he driven me to work, no matter how bad the weather was. He always kept Family business and personal life separate. Those were his words. His rule. The line he drew so cleanly that I spent years believing it was principle instead of what it actually was: a way to keep me at a distance he could manage.
But Penelope? On her first day as his personal aide, she was already getting chauffeured by the Don of the Sloane family. The black armored sedan. The soldier holding the door. The whole performance of protection that I had never once been offered.
I pressed my thumb against the inside of my ring finger again. The bare skin. The absence.
"No need," I said. "I'll manage."
As I sat there turning over the difference between how Dominic treated his aide and the woman who had shared his bed for seven years, my fork slipped from my fingers and clattered against the tile floor. My hands were trembling when I bent to retrieve it.
By the time I straightened up, Dominic was already standing at the entrance of the kitchen, jacket on, keys in hand. He didn't look back.
"Something came up at the club. I'll give you a ride next time," he said, and the front door closed behind him before the sentence had fully settled in the room.
The two soldiers stationed outside the townhouse didn't acknowledge me when I left thirty minutes later. They never did. I was the Don's woman in name, which meant I existed in a category no one knew how to handle: not family, not civilian, not quite anything that had a protocol.
I limped into the back office of the Sloane import-export front on Mulberry Street. My desk sat in the narrow room behind the legitimate operation, where the real books lived. For some reason, every associate I passed that morning looked at me with something between pity and discomfort, the way men look at someone who's already dead but hasn't been told yet.
Later, while filling my mug in the small kitchen off the hallway, I overheard two of the women from the front office whispering to each other through the half-open door.
"So it's true? The Don really passed over Olivia for that girl? The Vitale girl?"
"You should have seen it this morning. Penelope came in with some little stain on her dress, and he picked her up. Right there in the back room, in front of everyone at the sit-down. Carried her like she was made of glass."
My hand slipped. The mug hit the edge of the counter and shattered on the floor, and the whispering stopped like someone had cut a wire.
I crouched down and gathered the pieces one by one, placing each shard carefully into the trash can without saying a word. Neither woman came around the corner. Neither woman said my name.
I ended up working late. The books for the Mancini transition needed to be clean before I left, and I owed the operation that much, even if I owed Dominic nothing. It was past ten o'clock when I felt a weight settle across my shoulders.
"Olivia." Dominic's voice was low, close to my ear. He draped his coat over me. "Why didn't you respond to my messages?"
I didn't turn around. Instead, I reached for my phone and checked the screen. One message from him: What flavor of milkshake do you usually like?
Three years ago, during the first real heat of summer, I had asked him for a milkshake. Just that. Something cold and sweet on a day that felt endless. He'd looked at me the way he looked at associates who brought him problems instead of solutions. Pure disdain.
"Milkshake? You want me to order a milkshake for you? Olivia, you're almost 30. Don't make me sick with this childish crap."
Those exact words. I'd memorized them the way you memorize the location of a bruise so you stop pressing on it by accident.
But now, behind me, there he was. Bringing me a milkshake.
I kept my eyes fixed on the computer screen and ignored the sweating cup he'd set beside my keyboard. The sweetness of it reached me anyway, faint and artificial.
I could feel his expression shifting. The silence had a texture to it, the particular quality of Dominic Sloane realizing something wasn't going the way he expected.
"You used to beg me for this," he said. Confused. As if I were the one who had changed the rules.
"It's past ten. If I drink it now, I won't be able to sleep," I said, and my voice came out flat. Emptied of everything I used to pour into it when I spoke to him.
A pause. The kind of pause that, in the old days, would have sent me scrambling to soften whatever I'd said, to smooth the crease forming between his brows.
Then, cold: "I'm going to the bathroom. We'll go home together after."
He set his phone on the edge of my desk as he left. Barely thirty seconds passed before the screen lit up.
I didn't reach for it. I didn't have to. The message was right there, bright against the dark surface of my desk.
Penelope Vitale: You silly! Who sends dozens of milkshakes all at once? You're not trying to turn me into a little piggy, are you?
Dozens.
He'd sent her dozens.
And he'd brought me one. One milkshake, three years too late, flavor unknown because he'd had to ask.
I pressed my thumb against the inside of my ring finger, held it there until the pressure became a point of focus, and then I shifted my eyes back to the computer screen. My expression didn't change. I organized the files on my desk with steady hands and waited for him to come back so we could leave.
We got home a little after eleven. The soldiers at the townhouse door stepped aside without a word. As soon as I was inside, I walked straight into the bedroom and started packing my things. Quietly. Methodically. The way you dismantle a life when you've already grieved it.
When Dominic walked in from the shower, towel around his neck, he paused near the vanity. His eyes moved across the surface. Emptier than usual. The small things missing. He frowned but didn't seem to mind it, or didn't want to examine what it meant.
"I've got business in Paris next month. Meeting with the Corsican outfit." He said it casually, the way he said everything that wasn't about Penelope. "If you want anything, make a list. I'll bring it back."
I didn't hesitate. "No. I don't want anything. Thanks anyway."
After all, I would be gone in a few days. What was the point of a gift from a city I'd never see with him?
Something shifted. He threw the towel onto the bed with a sharp flick of his wrist, and when I looked up, his eyes were cold. The Don's eyes. The ones that made soldiers lower their gaze and associates reconsider their words.
"So, what? You're upset because I bought you the wrong breakfast? Is that what this is about?"
I opened my mouth to explain that I wasn't angry. That anger would have required me to still believe this was something worth fighting for. But he let out a scoff before the first word left my lips.
"You know I can't stand women being dramatic. Olivia, you're being out of line." The disgust in his voice was real. The dismay, too. He genuinely believed I was the unreasonable one. Seven years, and he had never once considered that my silence might be something other than compliance.
He stormed into his study. The door slammed hard enough to rattle the frame, and the sound echoed through the empty hallway of a house that had never once felt like a home.
In our seven years together, he was always the first to give the silent treatment. Always. And every single time, I had humbled myself. Knocked on that study door. Apologized for sins I hadn't committed. Made it up to him with patience and softness and the quiet erosion of my own dignity, piece by piece, until there was almost nothing left to erode.
But this time, I just raised an eyebrow in the dark and turned off the bedside lamp.
He stayed in the study all night.
For the first time, he didn't hear a single knock on the door.
The next morning, I made breakfast for both of us, the way I always had. Eggs the way he liked them. Coffee strong enough to strip paint, the way every man in this world seemed to need it. I finished eating my portion and was reaching for my coat when he came out of the study.
He was on his phone. He didn't look up. His silver lighter sat motionless in his free hand, pinched between thumb and forefinger, not rolling. Just still.
"Take the day off," he said, in the voice he used to issue orders to his Capos. "By five o'clock, I need you to make me an identical fondant cake."
Every year since Dominic Sloane had taken me into his world, I'd baked his birthday cake by hand. Seven years of flour-dusted countertops and buttercream under my nails, seven years of fondant smoothed with fingers that knew his preferences better than he did.
When I glanced at the screen of his phone, I knew right then who it was for again.
That little cartoon avatar. Penelope Vitale's profile picture, bright and girlish against the cold glass of a phone that rarely lit up for me.
I didn't say a thing, and the silence that settled over the living room was the kind that precedes a verdict. The kind of quiet that fills a room when someone has already made their decision but hasn't announced it yet.
But Dominic was completely unaware of how unreasonable his request had been. He looked at me, waiting for a yes. The Don of the Sloane family, a man whose word rearranged lives, standing in his own kitchen asking the woman he'd neglected for seven years to bake a cake for the girl he couldn't stop protecting.
Eventually, I just nodded, keeping my expression neutral. "Send me the picture," I said, standing up. "I'll head out now to buy the ingredients."
I thought back to that dinner seven years ago. The one where a client with wandering hands and too much grappa had cornered me during my first week handling accounts for a family-adjacent operation. If Dominic hadn't been there, if he hadn't materialized at my side with that cold authority that made grown men excuse themselves to the restroom, I wouldn't have made it out of my first job unscathed.
I glanced at him one last time, thinking, Once I finish this cake, I'll finally be done with him.
I headed for the door, feeling the heaviness in my steps. The marble floors of the penthouse stretched out before me like a sentence I'd been serving.
Before I could reach the doorway, Dominic's voice, surprised, cut through the silence behind me.
"Olivia" he started, his voice unsure.
I didn't bother turning around. "Anything else?" I asked, my tone flat.
There was a pause. The kind of pause that in any other household might mean nothing. In the home of a Don, a pause was a calculation. I could almost hear the gears turning, the brief war between the man who never explained himself and whatever unnamed thing had flickered across his face.
"...I'll send you money for the ingredients."
I continued on my tracks without a word.
When I stepped into the elevator, the doors closing me into that polished steel box, I pulled out my phone. Opening up our chat history, I stared at the numbers.
5,363. That's how many messages I'd sent him.
He'd replied to only 25.
It was draining to care, so I could only smirk. The expression felt foreign on my face, like wearing someone else's coat. Five thousand messages into the void. Five thousand small surrenders disguised as persistence. I'd been the most loyal woman in the Sloane household, and I had the receipts to prove that loyalty had been a monologue.
Upstairs, in the living room, Dominic's phone would buzz with the notification of the transfer being rejected. I could imagine his hand clenched around the phone as he read the alert. The silver lighter would be in his other hand, rolling between thumb and forefinger, and for once I hoped the rolling stopped. I hoped the stillness hit him. I hoped he felt even a fraction of the nothing I'd been swallowing for years.
Later that night, around eight, my phone rang. Dominic's name flashed on the screen.
I was sitting in a booth at a diner near my place, a quiet establishment on the border of neutral territory where nobody knew my face or cared whose woman I was. I picked at my food, moving a piece of grilled chicken from one side of the plate to the other.
"Hey, where are you?" he asked, sounding almost concerned.
"What's up?" I asked, sidestepping his question.
"Nothing much," Dominic replied, his voice softer now. Softer than I'd heard it in months. The Don's voice, stripped of its authority, was just a man's voice. Just a voice. "I just wanted to say the cake you made was delicious. As always."
There was a brief silence on the line. I pressed my thumb against the inside of my ring finger, feeling the bare skin where nothing had ever been placed.
Then he added in a lower voice, "Thanks. I know it was a lot of effort."
Before I could respond, I heard Penelope's sugary voice in the background, and the softness in his tone made sudden, sickening sense. He wasn't calling because he was grateful. He was calling because she was watching, and even a Don needs to perform generosity when his audience expects it.
"Olivia!" she called out, her tone light and overly sweet, pitched to carry. "I heard from Dominic that you made my birthday cake today. Wow, you're so talented! I wish I could do that but I'm so clumsy, Dominic's always calling me his little dummy."
I could picture her pouting as she spoke. Could picture her tucking that strand of hair behind her left ear with that slow, deliberate motion, the one that looked like shyness to anyone who hadn't learned to flinch at it.
Before I could even process her words, she invited me to the party.
But I didn't get a chance to respond before Dominic's voice returned to the line. "Well, you don't need to come," he said, a bit firmer this time, before hanging up.
The line went dead. I set the phone face-down on the table and stared at my plate.
But just a few minutes later, my phone buzzed again. A message from him, with his location pinned and a note attached: If you do stop by, grab a bag of tomato-flavored chips for Penelope from the convenience store.
I sighed and couldn't help but let out a sarcastic faint smile. Seven years, and I'd been reduced to an errand runner for the girl who'd replaced me in everything but name.
The private room was in a Sloane-owned establishment on the east side, one of those places with no sign on the door and a man built like a refrigerator standing outside it. He recognized me and stepped aside without a word, though his eyes tracked me with the particular pity reserved for women who belong to powerful men who don't want them.
When I pushed the door open, I spotted Dominic immediately. He was feeding Penelope a slice of cake, her eyes wide and doe-like as she looked up at him. The scene was lit by low amber light that made everything look warmer than it was. A few associates lingered at the edges of the room, drinks in hand, their laughter dying the moment I appeared.
The moment he saw me, his expression shifted into one of irritation. His gaze darkened, and I knew what he was thinking.
Why did I show up?
I knew already that Penelope had been the one to send the message, not him.
But I'd come anyway. One last time. For my own reasons.
"Olivia!" Penelope greeted me with a wide smile, her voice as sugary as ever.
Dominic's eyes narrowed at me, and I could feel the tension rise in the room. The associates went still. Glasses paused halfway to mouths. The particular silence that descends when the Don's displeasure becomes visible.
"Didn't I tell you not to come?" Dominic snapped, his irritation breaking through.
I opened my mouth to respond, but Penelope quickly jumped in, pouting dramatically. "I'm sorry, Dominic. I just wanted some chips, so I tricked her into coming," she said, her voice dripping with superficial innocence.
Dominic's hard expression softened as he reached out, ruffling Penelope's hair affectionately. "You little munchkin," he muttered with a fond smile.
The fondness in his voice. The ease of the gesture. I catalogued it the way I'd catalogued a thousand moments like it over seven years, each one a small cut I'd trained myself not to bleed from. But tonight was different. Tonight I was already packed. Tonight I was already gone in every way that mattered.
Watching him, I knew this was my moment. I reached into my bag and pulled out the document I'd been carrying since morning. My formal severance of allegiance, typed on plain paper, stripped of any sentimentality.
"Dominic," I said, stepping forward, "one of my associates has a family emergency and needs to leave. I'll need you to sign off on this."
Technically, the family's internal operations handler should've processed it. But since it was me, the paperwork had been sent back to me directly. Even in bureaucracy, the Sloane household knew whose problems belonged to whom.
The lighting in the room was dim, casting shadows across Dominic's face. He didn't even glance at the letter as he scribbled his signature, his attention focused entirely on the birthday celebrant. The pen moved with the careless authority of a man who signed things that ended careers and began wars with the same flick of his wrist.
He didn't read it. He didn't read it because it came from me, and nothing that came from me had warranted his full attention in years.
Just as I was about to take the letter back, Dominic's hand shot out, grabbing mine. His expression shifted, his brow furrowing as he stared at my hand.
"You You came here just for this?" he asked, his tone low and unreadable.
I nodded.
His face darkened again, and for a second, I thought he was going to say something. The silver lighter was nowhere in sight, both his hands occupied, one holding my wrist and the other frozen at his side. But then he flinched, pulling his hand back like he'd been burned.
I realized his fingers had brushed the burn marks on my palm, the ones from making the cake. The fondant had required a sugar syrup heated to the point of blistering, and my hands had paid the price for his gesture toward another woman.
He must've been disgusted.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Penelope's eyes light up with sudden interest. She leaned forward, and I caught the motion before the words came. The strand of hair, tucked behind her left ear, slow and deliberate.
"Oh! Olivia! That red bracelet you're wearing It looks quite familiar," she said, leaning in. Her smile widened. "I just remembered, a few days ago, I saw something just like that in Dominic's trash can."
The room temperature dropped. Not literally, but I felt it in the way two associates near the door exchanged a glance and found somewhere else to look. Penelope had just announced, in a room full of people who understood the significance of symbols, that whatever token bound me to the Don had been discarded like garbage.
I watched Dominic subtly move his hand to cover his wrist, but I pretended not to notice. Keeping my voice calm, I replied, "These bracelets are pretty common. If you like it, I can give this one to you."
Penelope didn't respond.
When I walked out of the room, the man at the door stepped aside again. This time he didn't look at me at all.
I headed straight for the nearest trash can and threw away the bracelet. I'd worn it for the past seven years, but it no longer meant anything. Just trash. The red thread hit the bottom of the bin with no sound at all, which seemed right. Seven years should make a louder noise when they end, but they don't. They just stop.
I turned to the elevator, and while waiting, my phone buzzed. It was my mother calling. "Did you buy your ticket home yet?" she asked.
"Not yet," I replied, my voice steady. "I'll book it in a few days."
Before I could hang up, I heard Dominic's voice behind me. He'd followed me out. The Don, leaving his own party to stand in a hallway.
"You're booking a ticket?" he asked, his voice sounding confused.
I quickly ended the call, turning around with a blank expression. "Yeah, there's a restaurant nearby that's impossible to get into," I lied smoothly. "You have to reserve days in advance if you want to try the menu."
Dominic didn't press the matter any further. Something in his posture shifted, though. Not suspicion exactly. Something closer to the instinct of a man who controls territory for a living sensing that ground was moving beneath him.
He just pulled me along to a nearby hotel, one of the Sloane-affiliated properties where the staff knew his face and his preferences and the particular discretion required when he arrived with a woman. He booked us a suite without asking if I wanted one.
He quickly got to work on his laptop, handling some urgent business. A shipment delayed at the port. Numbers that needed reconciling before a call with associates overseas. There was a wordless understanding between us as we worked side by side until the early morning. This was what we'd always been best at. Not love. Work. The machinery of the Sloane empire had always been our most fluent shared language, and even now, with my severance letter signed and folded in my bag, my fingers moved across the spreadsheets with the competence of a woman who'd kept these books for seven years.
Eventually, I couldn't fight off the exhaustion any longer and fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up in bed, surprised to find myself tucked in. The sheets had been pulled to my chin with a precision that suggested hands more accustomed to violence than tenderness.
Dominic sat beside me, casually leaning against the headboard, flipping through the financial section of the newspaper. The silver lighter rested on the nightstand beside him, catching the morning light. He glanced at me as I stirred.
"Breakfast's on its way," he said, already picking up his phone to call room service.
Halfway through breakfast, Dominic suddenly asked, "Why'd you change your phone password?"
I didn't even look up from my plate. "Felt like changing it," I replied casually.
The truth was, the old password was a combination of our birthdays. Since I was planning to leave, it didn't make sense to keep it. Every trace of him needed to be excised, digit by digit, habit by habit.
I heard him set down his knife and fork, his tone shifting. "You were always asking me to go to the movies with you, weren't you? There's a theater nearby."
I knew there wasn't an option to say no, not with the Don skipping his obligations for the day. When Dominic Sloane decided to give you his time, refusing it was its own kind of insult, and I didn't need the complication. So I just nodded.
Sitting in the quiet, almost empty theater, the image I'd once dreamed of played out before me. The two of us, snuggled close, sharing popcorn while watching a rom-com. A normal couple doing a normal thing. The kind of afternoon that civilians took for granted and women like me spent years begging for.
It was a scene that had once felt so romantic to me.
But when it was already happening for real, I was struggling to stay awake, yawning every few minutes. The romance had arrived seven years too late, and my body knew it even if my mind was still processing the paperwork.
Dominic must've noticed. "This is the movie you picked," he said. "You don't like it?"
"It's fine. It's good," I said, not even bothering to fake enthusiasm.
He pressed his lips into a thin line, clearly not convinced. Just as he was about to say something, his phone buzzed.
Without a word to me, he stood up and walked out of the theater.
The movie ended, and Dominic still hadn't returned.
Annoyed, I was about to call him when I heard a familiar, sickly sweet voice from a distance.
"Oh, Dominic! You're so amazing!" Penelope squealed.
I turned and saw her practically bouncing up and down, clutching a massive stuffed toy as she leaped into Dominic's arms, planting a kiss on his cheek. He held her by the legs, laughing softly, and the sound of that laugh was something I hadn't heard directed at me in years. Maybe ever. But the moment his eyes landed on me, his smile vanished.
The laugh died like a switch had been thrown.
"Olivia! I didn't know you were here too," Penelope exclaimed, wide-eyed and pretending to be innocent. A few seconds later, she gasped dramatically, covering her mouth. "Oh no! Don't get the wrong idea! I just got a little excited, that's all"
Dominic lightly tapped her on the nose, his tone playful. "What are you apologizing for?" he said, then turned to me, acting as if nothing was wrong. "The movie's already over?"
Before I could respond, the shrill sound of a fire alarm rang through the building.
In an instant, panic spread as people rushed toward the exits. The crowd surged, bodies pressing toward doors, the particular chaos of civilians who've never had to evacuate under real threat.
In the chaos, Dominic immediately grabbed Penelope's hand, shielding her as they ran toward the emergency exit.
He didn't look back.
He didn't reach for me.
The Don of the Sloane family, a man who commanded soldiers and controlled territory across the Eastern Seaboard, had exactly one instinct when danger arrived, and it wasn't me. It had never been me.
I stood in the emptying corridor and watched them disappear through the exit doors, his hand on the small of her back, her stuffed animal still clutched to her chest, and I felt nothing. Not anger. Not hurt. Nothing. The nothing was worse than anything, because it meant the part of me that could be wounded by Dominic Sloane had finally died, and I hadn't even noticed the moment of its passing.
Five minutes later, the alarm was cleared. A false alarm.
Dominic returned to where we had been standing, looking around. His eyes scanned the area, but I was nowhere in sight.
Two hours later, I was at the train station, my suitcase in hand, waiting for my departure.
The station was a transitional space, neutral ground at the edge of no one's territory, filled with the anonymous movement of people whose lives didn't revolve around blood oaths and family allegiance. I sat on a metal bench with my suitcase between my knees and watched the departure board flicker.
My phone kept buzzing nonstop. Dominic's name flashed on the screen again and again, but I didn't bother answering. Instead, I set my phone to silent.
Right before boarding the train, I sent him one final message: We're done.
As soon as it was sent, I pulled out my SIM card and tossed it in the nearest trash can. It landed beside a coffee cup and a crumpled receipt, and that was the end of seven years. A SIM card in a trash can. The most important severance of my life, and it weighed less than a gram.
It was nearly midnight when I arrived at the station in my hometown. The coastal air hit me first, salt and cold and something green underneath it. Marchetti territory. The old neighborhood. A world away from the Sloane empire's concrete and glass.
As I stepped off the train, I saw Dad waiting for me.
Giuseppe Ferrante stood under the station's fluorescent lights in his old wool coat, his hands in his pockets, his posture the patient stillness of a man who'd been waiting for hours without complaint. He smiled the moment he saw me and led me to the car.
Sitting in the passenger seat, I noticed a large bag of my favorite cannoli from Benedetto's and a carton of yogurt waiting for me.
Before starting the car, Dad chuckled softly, grabbing one of the yogurts and poking a straw through the lid, handing it to me. "Here, drink this," he said warmly.
As I took it from him, I noticed the gray hairs at his temples, and something inside me broke.
Not cracked. Not fractured. Broke. The way a dam breaks, all at once, the full weight of everything held back for years finding the weakness and pouring through it.
Without warning, I burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.
The yogurt shook in my hand. The car was dark and smelled like his aftershave and the leather of seats that had carried me to school a lifetime ago, and I was twenty-seven years old and crying like I was seven, and I couldn't stop. I couldn't stop because I was safe, and being safe after years of not being safe is the thing that finally undoes you.
"Dad, I'm home for good this time," I choked out between sobs. "I'm never leaving again. I'm going to stay here with you and Mom. Forever."
Dad chuckled again, this time a little more tenderly. He placed his hand flat on the steering wheel, palm down, fingers spread, and the gesture was so familiar it made me cry harder because it meant he'd already decided. He'd decided the moment he saw my face on the platform. He'd decided before I called. He'd probably decided the day I left.
"You silly girl. Whether you stay or not, you'll always be our precious Olive."
He could tell I wasn't in the best place, but he didn't ask me to explain. He just drove, respecting my silence. The streets of the old neighborhood passed by the window, dark and quiet, the waterfront restaurants shuttered for the night, the fishing boats rocking gently in the harbor. This was Marchetti territory, but it was also just home. My home. The place where Olivia Ferrante existed before the Sloane name had ever touched her.
When we got home, I showered and ate a simple dinner my parents had prepared. Pasta with sauce from a jar and bread that my mother had baked that morning, the kind of meal that costs nothing and means everything.
By ten, I was lying in bed, staring at my phone. The new SIM card my father had quietly produced from a kitchen drawer, no questions asked. I opened my music app, hoping to find something relaxing to help me sleep. That's when I noticed several unread private messages.
They were from Ava Conti, one of my closest associates from the Sloane operation. She seemed shocked by my sudden departure. Her messages were full of concern, asking if everything was okay and if there was anything she could do to help. The words were carefully chosen, the way all communication was in our world, but underneath the caution I could feel genuine worry.
Just as I was trying to figure out how to reply, another message from her came in. A video file this time.
It came with a note.
Olivia, this video's blowing up in the family's internal channels. It's about Penelope and Dominic.
I stared at the screen. My thumb hovered over the file. The phone's glow was the only light in the room, and the house was silent around me, and somewhere hundreds of miles away the Sloane empire was doing what it always did, grinding forward, indifferent to the women it consumed.
I pressed play.
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